Week 9
November 29, 30 & December 1, 3
This was my first week working in our new closet space. It is a smaller room, but it is not a laundry room; it is a costume shop only. On the first day, the lighting was minimal, and every day after that until Friday, the lighting increased just a little. I’m not sure what it is about changes in lighting affecting my moods, but I could feel that relationship strongly all week. These were days of change, which is hard, yet at the same time, I am feeling impatience at the lack of change in my jeans. All of the pictures of my jeans hanging from the same belt loop, day after day, all look basically the same. There is some comfort to be had in the constance of my jeans, but no inspiration for my writing.
On Monday, I went to a first rehearsal of an upcoming production, and measured a bunch of actors. This required me to kneel on one knee for some of the measurements, and I was aware of that action and how it could affect my jeans. I think I was favoring my right knee, which is something I likely trained myself to do after injuring my left one last year (and mistakingly leaning on it a few too many times before it was healed). My assistant complimented one of the actors on her jeans. Up until this moment, I was feeling like jeans, for their ubiquitousness, are a mostly uncomplimented garment. But, these were younger people, wearing and appreciating trendy jeans (they were Levi’s).
Day 30 Check-In
Thankfully, the measurement of the waistband did not increase from day 20. I’m hoping it holds steady at 28.75”. I measured an increase of .5” in the hips (of the jeans, not me). My jeans continue to be comfortable, more so every day. I had a strong urge recently to get rid of all of my other jeans. I just don’t feel as authentically myself in other denim.